The sun has once again made its journey around the sun. As always it has made me quite introspective. At 31 I am not where near where I expected to be. And yet I am not sure if what I am feeling is a midlife crisis. I’ve wanted so much more out of my life but the only one I can blame is myself. Lately now it seems as if the things I want move themselves just beyond my reach, and I am growing tired of fighting forward trying to get them. It feels like I have spent my whole adult life fighting forward without thinking about why.
At 31, I think, it is time I start to think about why, and figuring out what to do from here that makes me better. I want to make things better for me, because I want things to be different. I have looked at everything from my personal relationships to what I do for a living trying to figure out what I need to do to bring my self to that next step beyond simple contentment, to true happiness. Don’t get me wrong, I am by no means saying that I am unhappy, just that I am tired of just coasting.
As I get ready to set out on vacation and think about what is in store for me over the next year so that I have more to say then just, I existed. It is time to Live.
With that said, I am going to put my goals for the up coming year and you all can check my progress and help me if you want.
The list is as follows:
Lose at least 60 pounds
Get a car (really big goal)
Travel (more then just to Gamesday)
Those are the 3 big ones, and that is all I can think of for now.
As I am writing this I should be packing for my trip to Gamesday, which is in Memphis this year. When I come back in a week I should have some pictures and stuff to post and share with you all.
So until next time take care.